motor scooters strongly hate me.

I actually can now say I am a stubborn person...want to know why?
Well.. I went to sleep around 10 last night and I woke up in the middle
of the night tossing and turning with a poem stuck in my head that I was itching
to write down! I tried to shrug it off thinking that "hey i'll probably still remember it
by tommrrow why waste my time getting up searching for my tablet and pencil?" The thing
is... I just couldn't wait until tommrrow or any other time to write it down. So what did I end
up doing? I got up,put my glasses on,quietly opened my drawer to find my book light, my tablet
full of poems, and a sharpened pencil. I opened it quietly so my mom wouldn't ask why I was
up. She would think that i'm insane! She also doesn't know I write poems because if I happened
to tell her she would just say "Oh Ashley cut it out and stop acting like you're an adult you're only 13!" (Just putting this out there... my birthday is in 6 days!! (: February 4th) So.. back to
my story i'm not posting that poem on here for my fear of it being dumb. :P

B for Blogging

mirror mirror on the wall
i'm not a princess in a fairytale
you don't speak to me
although i wish you did

a poem from my boredness... hey! guess what tonight is... Friday! (bloggers on a Friday night)

Well today consisted of me feeling like shit not wanting to be talked to but the truth
is I felt much better once my friends told me how they felt about me about how
I have changed. I haven't really noticed that I changed a lot except for feeling depressed
and left out all the time. I'm trying to go back to the old Ashley. me.

note to self:: you're never alone

I decided to go on photobucket.com and you know how it says "recently viewed" or whatever at the bottom well it had the word "macro" and a picture on the box and i thought to myself "hmm thats interesting never heard of it" so me being curious i clicked on it to find out it was photography but a different way to take pictures.I then went on dictionary.com and look up the definition (no need for laughter :P)


Macro - Spelled Pronunciation [mak-roh] adjective, noun, plural -ros.
–adjective
1.
very large in scale, scope, or capability.
2.
of or pertaining to macroeconomics.–noun
3.
anything very large in scale, scope, or capability.
4.
Photography. a macro lens.

happy martin luther king day

I once had full wings
the strength to fly over rooftops
determination,courage raced through my vains
like a new person trying out crack for the first time
but gradually slower i was weakening
I could no longer soar over rooftops
I could only fly over a parked car
half the courage ten times the pain
my wings turned brittle and fell off in defeat
I then got ran over by the only car I could fly over

you can't always have a good day

sitting on the floor, guitar in my hands
its out of tune and old, ready to give out
with frustration building up inside me i keep trying to strum away
*pluck* *ping* *scratch*
with eyes burning and fingers shaking
no melody possibly left in my heart
you find me and give me a new guitar



currently listening to:: Wonderwall; Oasis

A new year means a brand new blogging experience!

Hello there! I'm Ashley obviously
I'm starting a new blog thanks to my friend Matthew haha.
Anyway... I could be blogging (hehe funny word (: ) about anything my poems,
short stories,certain quotes I find that are interesting,what kind
of day I had,or anything that comes to my mind at the time I am blogging really.
So enjoy! (:


I feel concealed in a camera
grapsing onto memories
continually getting dropped
reviewing the moments
being black and white or colorful
ideas coming to you in a flash
-me (poem)

Quotes/Song Lyrics I like

1.] Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours, I won't get mine as well
Some might say we will find brighter day
- Some Might Say ; Oasis


2.] A New Year's resolution is something that
goes in one year and out the other.


3.] people often say that motivation doesn't last.
well, neither does bathing.
that's why we recommend it daily.
-Zig Ziglar

4.] a heart ain't a brain, but i think that i still love you.


5.] life is like a rollercoaster, too many unexpected turns.
but at the end, you just want to ride it again.


6.] “life is the art of drawing without an eraser.”
-john w gardner-