i need/want/have you<3

images of buds blooming into gorgeous flowers are fading away
fireworks are disappearing in the night sky
the audience has finished applauding
candles got blown out
the stop button got pushed on a cd player
waves of the ocean finally settled
my heart hasn't
not for you

tornado brain

since when?
since who?
since me and you
since laying in your bed and just talking about life
since you teasing me on being short
since you walking with me to my locker at the end of the day
since playing your wii with you
since watching that 70s show together
since kissing you
since you comforting me at the movies while i freaked out
since telling each other our dreams
since giving each other advice
since us being together
since i first found out who you were
since i realized i love you

lets do the time warp again

just like that everyone left
gracefully flew away like angels
didn't bother to wave goodbye
they didn't have to
i didn't care
up up & away
little sets of wings fluttering away
each at a different beat
a different story
i hope they got a chance to tour the world
and sustained a love between an other
everyone left
it could have been anyone

yes sir

its bad enough that my smiles are uncontrolable
only near you
do you have to run a highlighter over my lips too?
pretty soon my smile is going to be brighter than the sun's rays
its all your fault you know
its all of your doing
completely you
which is completely fine with me

not a regular post by me

I'm at home sick with a sore throat & no voice. I would give anything to be at school right now. Not the kind of sick where you stay home & log onto myspace and put the status as "high" or "hangover" or whatever else preteens & teenagers think is the coolest thing to put. Be proud that you are screwing up your life & embarrassing yourself. Be proud that you are making fun of the people who don't touch alcohol or smoke (they are probably making fun of you twice as bad anyway). Be proud that you have a bad reputation at school. Whatever makes you happy is absolutely fine with me. This is my opinion. Everyone has one.

you are my lovey, the only one i want in my dreams

you give me a rush when i'm near you
i heart you
you make me feel so whole
i want you
you can always get a smile to stretch from cheek to cheek
i admire you
you made me fall inlove with you
i hope you understand how much i need you here tonight

subtract the two loving parents

i'm disgusted and disraught at you
at you
at you
for giving me roses and making me feel the thorns
i'm agitated and irritated
at you
at you
at you
for creating a thunderstorm without any rain
i'm angry and annoyed
at you
at you
at you
at you
just you

not exactly a disaster

you suggested that we should play hide and go seek
so you counted to ten
shut your eyes super tight
waited for me to hide
i searched around that whole playground
high and low
until my time was up and i had to choose hiding in a bush
i stayed there for more than ten minutes
what a great hiding spot!
after a while it got boring
frustrating
why was it so hard to find me?
i eventually had the will power to hop out of my hiding place
i noticed you were playing tag with your friends
so i decided to sit there in the bush
having hope someone would discover me

I need double A batteries for my flashlight

on the wall they dance
their dark costumes speak for themselves
controlled by their masters
they can go unseen
transform into whatever their hearts desire
almost perfection for them
not for me

my bridge is collapsing

it was pleasant outside today
you could really tell it was spring
kids were screaming and shouting
senior neighbors were complaining
the sun was brighter
the grass was warm and felt good between my toes
birds were outside singing their hearts out
robins hopped around looking for the right spot to peck at a worm
everything felt right
everything felt like spring
i'll give it until tomorrow
for it to
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on my joyful parade