over and over again

Murphy's Law is "Anything that can go wrong will go wrong"

...Well my Law is "Anyone who comes into your life.. will leave your life..."

What can I compare you to?

I thought it over

but got lost in your colors

I saw the sunrise in you

and felt the sunset in me

I captured a picture

in a flash

all that I ever wanted

vanished in that night

real

I have a porcelain doll
painted face and all
fragile and cold she is placed on a shelve
leaning on other knick nacks
she sits there, same face expression
everyday with big brown eyes
no heart
no start
people try to find her flaws
bend her arms
and see where she is most breakable
I know a porcelain doll

eye like you

I'm discovering something new

this ocean blue

sparkling,deep

i'd like to wade through the water

catch a ride on the two waves

deep blue

crash into you

if the tide pulls me in

i'd be alright

because this ocean current has me

in a tight hold

feeling weightless

unplugged

it feels like there is a concert going on in my head
sound after sound after scream after jump
and then comes the encore
the loudest part of the event
going on in my mind
filling every empty space with noise
its never ending
a never ending song
a continuous repetition
playing over and over
this mind is weary
but i'm in control
over and over again
i have the remote
i'm shutting this place down

tonight

may angels play their harps
may that lulling music fill the air
so we have a sense of placidity
a belonging tonight
aren't they fed up with watching over us?
having responsibility and trust
may I play a harp
may my lulling music fill the air
so they get to rest
drift away tonight
those guiding lights
need to heal tonight

soundless

that bird's wings have been clipped

no longer can it fly away off into the horizon

instead it sits perched on a tree branch

singing a song

so sweet, so long

so broken, so...

hushed

...so lost

is the bird

singing a song no other bird can hear

as it cries out one last tune

prays for a witness

the bird forgets

that its wings are clipped

jumps out of that tree

the bird is free